The Dream of Never Waking

Sleeping at 12:30 never wanted to sleep,
you then stormed into my mind like Marines on the beach head of Normandy
I found myself in your grip of fantasy,
you are always my trigger to falling into false reality
save me from fading please I don't want to sleep; for just 6-8hours.

You said to me, "I need time to think" and "And you need to move on I'm just not worth it"!
I told you, "Nothing has ever been more worth my time, and moving on is not an option".
this dream gave insight to my own feelings that I can express to you,
being in your arms, kissing your lips, and being with you seemed perfect.
after you kissed me you told me to open my eyes and wake up it's the only option.

I said NO!!!
please don't let me go.....don't make me wake up from this dream,
time won't let this dream come true only in my heart will it ever be a reality
I woke up to seeing your face fading into the darkness of my reality,
"COME BACK", I awoke to scream out but no words came out to greet you so that you would stay.

The more I see you day to day,
the more I dream about you night to night....
the more I start to ask myself, "Have I fallen in love with Her? or is it the thought of Her"?

I really don't know,
but ever since that day of our first kiss nothing has been easier,
and when we parted my life got harder and harder still
you'll never know how I feel until you read this; if you ever read this
but when we slept together I prayed to God let this be the one; God please let this girl be the one.

Now waking up at 10:30 I said if that dream could last longer I would know what heaven on Earth was,
but I already know what it was
it was the day we met and the day we held each other,
so if I had to die and never wake from this dream; then God let me sleep with my heart still beating.

Then open my eyes to be born again with her in my arms.